and finally, a time on my own. Just me and my own space! Time flies! seriously it does!
You know, I was reading through some of my friends blogs (no I'm not a stalker and I dont read everyday, no time lar haiya.), there are quite a few interesting ones which somehoe shook me awake.

The most important people in my life, my girlfriends and my best friends.
Whatever happened to us.
Why do we seem so distant now?

Amanda?
Wanxin?
Samantha?
FUZHEN?
QIANWEN?
AIPING??


Im not trying to be emo, infact Im quitting this emo-tic habit.
Sigh.. Time's drifting all of us apart...
But I still hope we will still remain like the past, our happy nonsensical times together, slogging and complaining about practically everything under the sun. I miss that now.

Looking through your blogs now... everything seemed so foreign. We each are moving on along well in our Own lives... I see unfamiliar pictures and the somewhat familiar happiness inside you.

Friends, and everyone that I love and care about.
just a simple note here,
I'll hold on to everything we had together, warmth and fuzziness we shared, the tears and laughters, the every-meal-pastamania days. I LOVE YOU. Each and everyone of you.
No matter how frequent or seldom, we are to contact each other. just remember that, you have a friend here, that's always there for you. Just a short 5sec sms, I promise I will be there.

To another special someone, Zhiyan.
We haven spoke to each other..for more than 2 months eversince the little conflict you had with Claudia. I couldn't be a better friend.
You know what i like most about you my friend?
Because you are really special.
I remember those times we cried together, through the phones. many many times for all the hidden roots. You were ALWAYS there for me.
And the times we always call and chat through the handphone on our way home.
You WILL call me whenever you are walking home and I will be there to comfort and accompany you, so that, you won't feel afraid.
And I do the same too.

We haven done that for so long, eversince...
well.. I just felt that.. Im not needed by you anymore, you found substitutes. I was just chucked aside.
Its my fault too that we became this way now.
Because I had to work and juggle many commitments, I haven got time for you. Well maybe there are times when I did have the time, but you weren't there...

Zhiyan, if you are reading this.
Just wanted to thank you for being such a good friend, and an important one, in my life.
maybe you dont feel the same, but I dont mind, because just the thoughts of us in the past, the happy memories and the colourful times we shared, I felt already, so blissful.
And dear friend, I love you for who you are. You are unique. I dont really mind what others think or gossip about you. Because you are a deep loyal friend to me and it shall be, vice versa.
Can we be like the same again? back to the old times,
me, you and Claudia.
The happy trios.
The happy Us.

Zhiyan, Claudia,
You two are more than I can ever ask for, than faithful companions.