THANKS FOR AGITATING AND MAKING ME TEAR TODAY.


I AM NOT
- a person who can focus in IT lesson esp. something that does cater to my LIKINGS.
- somebody who can tolerate nags, complains and lectures
- someone with PATIENCE


I want you t0 STOP it. Stop all that you are doing and leave ME alone.
Even if I were to fail, its the choice I WANT. So what if you are my boyfriend. I HAD IT OKAY.
THATS THE FINAL AND LAST STRAW.
You are tearing me apart.



Its not often that I lose myself and scream, esp to someone like YOU.
GET my feelings now?!


wait.


I DONT THINK YOU EVEN CARE, DO YOU??


You know how much Im fond of you, you know I dont want us to be apart, and I dont wish to lose you. But could you at least care a lil, try putting yourself in MY shoes, give a lil damn about my feelings, a lil, im not asking for much.

HOLD.

why am I typing so much about what I feel and think about you,

YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ABOUT THIS BLOG DO YOU? YOU DONT EVEN READ IN HERE.



I was really holding back my tears from M412 all the way to the station. All you ever know is to upset me over and over time again. Thank god for May who's there all the while,
THANK GOD I DIN' LET MY TEARS FLOW.
no way thats gon' happen.

dont ask me whats wrong with me, or why am i always feeling so upset and stuffs.
Or what you've done wrong and how you upsetted me.
I have no idea how to tell you.
and If you really cared enough, you should have already know, I dont have to tell you.
If you WANT to know, you WILL know, eventually and naturally.
You get it?
Can you see whats wrong NOW?


enough said.


Went out with Ex-Boyfriend, Ching Tong today. And yes he's full of shit I tell ya.
He's as VAIN as ever, boastful, chatterbox, humour engine.
No matter how much I plead him to watch The Grudge 2 with me, he REFUSED.
why?
He's afraid of horror flicks. wtfh.
We were at coffee almost theWHOLE time till 12AM.
Reason: my sexy ms husband's working there (: He gave me 2 CHICKEN PUFFS ((: haha.

what else.
CT spent almost 2 HOURS eating his MEATBALLS SPAG.
Even his soup solidified -.- I MEANT it.
and he finished the all the cheese in Pastamania. *shrieks*

Or yeah, met Hazim btw, small small world.
First Nizam, then Hazim (: ah.



i love it when the caffeine goes down my throat, rejunevate my body and trigger the palpitation of my heart, and make me feel like im collapsing any moment. Thank You Caffeine.



If feels good to destroy yourself in a mood like this because you feel repaired.