Its another day.

wandered off alone after school, I dont know where to go, what to do and how I was feeling.
I just wanna to be near him.Lc, stop being stupid.

Kept myself occupied the whole day with work. But his presence kept appearing in my mind, wherever I go, wherever I am, I see the both of us together, hand in hand, with him patting my head and tell me stuffs that I know. I really miss him so, I want him so badly.

Didnt go for kickboxing today because I just had so much work left to do and Im already half dead..
i cant find my smile and i cant feel me anymore. Because the Me that i used to know, only shines for him.

At last, we had to go... we walked our seperate ways... for the first time... I saw his back from a distance and I just broke down again. My family thought I was ill, since I didnt eat much these days and Im always awake.

Ran through a few pieces of some random CDs, hiding in my room now with Step's songs blasting the solemnity in the room and doing my drawing.
Been writing in my diary alot, I feel like I'm writing To him... It hurts every moment I remind myself that we're no longer a couple... But I still love him so.
Saw him with the other mates today, he seemed happier. Was it me.
Maybe it Was me afterall, the one who took away his happiness in the past. The selfish minded Me...

I capped to school today, May told me she hasn't seen me in cap before.
I finally understood why he likes to cap other than the Laziness.

Beneathe the shade of the cap, your eyes are hidden, nobody would see your eyes and tell your emotions ...

天亮了 又黑 ……
不知道跟着一天一天的别离，
你的心 是否也像时间一样， 慢慢的离我而去呢？