♥ Sunday, October 02, 2005
I WANNA BE AN AIRstewardness!!!
didnt fill in my Fri and Sat. was too busy. humph.
Fabulous Fri.woke up amazingly with early for school. had practical till school ends. thats like...4plus. quickly rushed off to the bus stop because the weather looked very threatening, Uncle is picking Clau up, so kaya and I went off first. Looks like the rest are still in class... so hurriedly, we breeze walked to the bus stop, and right that moment. i thought i was imagining things.. sitting right at the stop was xiang gong! xDD awwx. aint that sweet??? then just nice kaya's bus came. so she left me alone with him. He's so adorable and nice! He wants me to sit like next to him but becos there's a black uncle next to him, rejected. so he offered his seat to me. LOL. of cos i didnt accept lol... im not that kind who likes to sit at the bus-stop derh. thanks xg~ =) so we chatted lo... he asked me where i going.. so.. just told him lor. go j8 meet mark, winston and hh for movies. then he mentioned..winston why suddenly like so close to me..mark also... then i looked into his eyes.. ( why??... we'd been good pals since sec1.. i see no diff leh. hmm..anyway... even if theres smth fishy gg on, i know very well myself that in my eyes, theres only 1 particular person.. and in my heart, theres only capacity to hold someone... ) He then told me that, later he'll be meeting up with us cos he need to pass smth to mark. But before he finish what he need to say, 58 come lerh...i nodded and gave him a good bye =) missed him so!Met those P.Ns at j8. ahahas... went to the foodcourt there makan, i had BEEF NOODLES as usual~ with 2bowls of chillies =) im a regular there xDD hoho..~ those guys are really lame!! im the only girl lor... so awkward! clau cant make it....zhiyan also last min got thing... so i alone lo.. but its alright. i feel very comfortable with them! thats becos we're this close for years ler. best buddies~ who cares about YOU ARE A GUY or I AM A GIRL kinda thing~ fwah. in addition, I'm always confronting them whenever im all blues and such.. so we're like very close to each other lol, no secrets between us all cos we share everything! its not that im a flirt who goes out with 3 GUYS. OMFG. ahahax..nahx...my main focus is on the CORPSE BRIDE.watch the corpse bride. kinda funny. been giggling throughout the whole show, that hh kept mocking me lol...ahahas. funny guy. the show's quite touching at the end lah...almost cried.LMAO. cant believe.after the show, we went to mac outside...mark said willie coming =) so yep. he came! with jing chuan.i had to admit... my xiang gong looked very much like my EDISON!! alot of resemblence worx. the way he dress and such. pretty much casual. unlike someone who only think himself as the OH-IM-SO-COOl guy. who's he?? still got who leh?. that guy who always piss me off. esp that day.. HUmPhx! nvm. really like xg alot! i mean... he's so ... i dont know who to say. but his personality and all really sparks a passion inside of me. anyway...we met up and walked to the train. theres where wins and hh left. he didnt want to join the others for pool. i also quite in a dilemma... will my mom allow?? who cares.. lol.. follow your heart. xiang gong asked me whether i going with them a not... then i answered....maybe?? i'll msg ya =) so...i alighted before them and i really choing home... then msged mom say i gg airport see friend off... ( i lied... im sorry... but i really want to go..) anyway...when i got back..nobody's home..time.7.40+pm. then i quickly showered and change, wore my contacts and rush off le. didnt bother to put make ups... cos i... i rmbered he dont like me like that. =X blushed.rushed all the way to dhoby ghaut the paragim there... took a deep breath and stepped in.. i rmbered that day.. CT.. haixe. i had such an awful day...becos...i nv like that kinda place...im much of an introvert.. ANYWAY. got in...i had all the funny gazes and stares on me. looked arnd but see no one familiar...( I MUST BE FLUSHING RED NOW. GOD.) hurried off and called mark. no answer. willie, no answer..who else who else can i call??...panic..theres only 1 person left..no ..cant call.. anyone but him. but if i dont call...i'll be on a wild goose chase!. OKAY. so fine.. called him in the end...he answered then say they at ps mac there eating. WTH. anywhere...he quickly told me to wait for 5mins while they come.5mins?? YOU FLY HERE OR WHAT?? LOL. fine.. so went to the washroom... check my hair and all... went to the waiting area.. played my cellar...yups...they arrived..all guys as usual.. then my cutest xg came rushing towards me then leaned right infront of my face and looked at my eyes. >.<>
so we got in... sat at one corner... willie sat close to me.. ct...further away. then willie told me.. smth smth " your ex" then i looked at xg.. turned away... ( why must you menion HIM?? we're like so over and im totally pissed off with that ct guy. dont you see i have only YOU in mind??)
niway, willie and i chatted for quite sometime while mark and ct continued playing..nizam and jc...opened enough table.. Mark left early...cos he was caught out of the house and in for a HOT SOUP. god bless him. haixe... so...im left alone lor... xg joined ct to play. he asked me to join. but i rejected... i came here to watch you guys play lo.... it had been ages sincde i played pool, gimme mahjong tiles and i can set your hands on fire. but pool? aye...not my type.
but xg. im trying to adapt to your lifestyle. i wanna learn more about you =)
anyway...xg just now told me smth that just simple turn me down. " ehh... not bad arh, your ex have to look at you before he shoot. make sure you got look at him anot " i was like... wei!.. ( hello?? i dont want you think that way ... you know it right?? that we're so over and theres only YOU alone. you get it?? ) quite disappointed lah. i wanted so much to tell him about...everything!...but... haixe. dont know how... im afraid. after the exams perhaps??
was so bored that i called raymond. cos i rmbered his bdae coming..i also forget when liao. chatted ... den i called qiuping~ tell her i cant make it for service on sat..chatted lotsa things lah. kinda surprised with myself, cos...i dont know MUCH. esp on my cellar. xg kept turning his heads on me, cos i was using the headset, he thought i was talking to myself lol. so he just joked about lol.... muahahs.. thats what i like bout him. sweet like honey! LOL.
niway...left them at 10 cos i need to rush back...i never bring access card thats why. so... i was kinda creeped out by the loneliness and darkness on the streets and underground. raymond kept me company lor, he's one big joker lo....funny guy no. 2.
tired to write somemore liao.
anyway...sat and today like nth to write.
SICK SICK SICK. seen the doc and the medication causes extreme drowsiness!!DR.TAN B.K IS A LIAR!...LOL... im kiddin~ you are a good dog. i mean...DOC. ``xDD
went to view Florida Park. MY GOODNESS.. the hOUSES are EXTREMELY HUGE AND BEAUTIFUL!! dad's considering~~ =) WHoOpees!!~~ keep our FINGERS cross~~ yay!
Blogged @ Sunday, October 02, 2005
