♥ Saturday, January 01, 2005
cries....
today woke up in the afternoon... benben called me...when i still pigging..ask me going vivien's hs for cell grp meetin anot....den i was like...ok...lets go. den oh ya.....meetin cl n ct for outties to spend the boring dae....
went to clarkquay....dunno for wad?!...ahahas...was raining..very cold dae.
went to dhoby ghaut makan octballs...den ......to bishan
take pics..... hmmm.....have a great time with clau~ she's really the best!...den smsing andy....he said he wud come over...i was like realli happy...den ....rush back asap just so i could see him....on the way...he smsed me...say meet at his house there...kk...den from bus i hop into train...rush there....
went thr.........saw him...
went forward..sat with him...stared at him..... he didnt looked interested or bothered at all....den he told me.. his fren cumin...he goin out....den i continue to keep quiet...eyes swellin oredi.no...i cannot cry..not infront of him... den i carn take it anymore....i just quickly got up and ran all the way....down to the station.....alighted n ran all the way home with tears in my eyes.....
ok...i came all the way from town....rushin so i could be with u....i realli want to be with you...waited for so long...just so i could see u again... its just u i'd been waiting back for...
i didnt wanna leave you. why did i ran away???....i came all the way from far just to be next to u...like for a few secs???....why did i ran away???....but....its also good..in the sense tt....u dun even wan me there in the first place....
i just want you....you for life.
but to u im just a piece of clothing den u wear n dump it.
u've gotten me so....so confused. so mixedup.
den....chatted with shi mu..pauline.....ya....u're 2 timing me all the while in the past. i hate tt. but i lurve the way im with u in the past. u're the only guy...that made me cry like that. and whom i cried over for. that makes u special... but...ya...u go after fresh ladies...chio-er the better rite..in your heart ...true feelings are nth to u... but to me. yes. i carnhelp it. i wan you back.
btw...happy new year 05 to all peeps
Blogged @ Saturday, January 01, 2005