♥ Monday, December 13, 2004
sad..
sam is leavin sp....dunno when cummin back... missin her aldy... she's me WIFE c'mon!
went swimmin again....at night...( i lurve swimmin..but i dun get tan...noe y?? cuz i always swim in the night de!! wahahahax...lame >.< )
went snow city with clau n her sis, den went IMM, we had a blast! it feels so good seeing your bestfriend back with you, sharin every happy moments together, lurve her alot!! she's my saviour from every nightmare.....den in the evenin....jasper came. skateboardin lor... me kinda sick of the skate board le...somehow i just wanna stop everything...why m i livin here in e first place??
i dunno myself... i dunno everything...
i dunno why do i kept thinkin of him...when....i hate him so much...im always gettin teary everytime i think of him...i guess...i realli missed him....but...he cheated...played...n hide... might as well consider him dead... becuz he was the one hu pushed me away... if i were to have him back....wadever happens to my pride?? my dignity??...
im sick of the word "love"...im gettin realli sick n tired of ppl cummin up to be askin me this tt for relationship... i mean...i wan a serious r/s...not just any ordinary simple jane to replace your ex....becuz im aint a substitute for any1...u get me??
guys are cheaters...players...losers whom i realli despise... are u tt desperate huh?? do u actualli noe me inside out? how long have you noe me?? 1 day? 2 day? tt aint enuf...sms-es are lousy, wad ever happens to sincere? faith? loyalty? n love?... im gonna cry.
Blogged @ Monday, December 13, 2004